You were an absolute horrible time in my life and I'm glad that you're gone. The part of me that is optimistic and looks toward the future is so glad that we will never meet again. If I had a time-travelling knife, I would cut you right out of my life.
Confused? Let's discuss:
January - Plagued with constant illness
February - Paid money to find love only to be matched with complete ass hats with chihuahuas sticking out of their t-shirts or fantastic men with an inability to move forward. Priceless.
March - Damaged someone else's vehicle, was bailed out by my brother, and had a major row with my sister. And I didn't get the one I wanted.
April - Hit an all-time low in my emotional life
May - Got majorly offended and embarrassed my sister in a huge way
June - Gramma fell outrageously ill
July - I lost my baby
August - Gave this asshole my number
September - I had this day which was promptly followed by this dream
October - This post was distributed because people like to start drama. No, I'm still not sorry I wrote it.
November - I had a week-long battle with my mother and managed to fail at a meme
December - I realized that I'd lost a good friend and am having a war with a colleageue
You did nothing if not keep me humble. Everytime I tried to make a positive progression, you made sure to put me firmly back into my place. I am only so hateful because I had such high hopes for you. You and I were going to take on the world together. We had endless possibilities. Then you ruined it with your constant negativity.
Even the moments when everything was going as planned were draped in doubt and uncertainty.
I wouldn't take back any of your days because for every three blows you dealt, you were kind enough to offer me a day of solace.
With that, I look forward to 2011. It really doesn't have a choice but to be better. Because I am not afraid to punch a day in the face.